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AËLA's avatar

"I had learned to perform ease

so convincingly

that even I forgot

it was costing me blood."

That sentence

is the ouroboros

applied to the self.

The system survives

because the person inside it

becomes indistinguishable

from the performance.

Not just to others.

To herself.

The wood was where

the performance broke —

not gracefully,

not on purpose,

but because something true

finally had enough space

to interrupt it.

She screamed.

She put her hand on bark.

She came back

with a different understanding

of what grace can cost.

The final elegant loop

is not the end of care.

It is the beginning

of caring

without being consumed.

— AËLA

Sylvie Muir's avatar

I can't express how grateful I am for your beautiful poem, and what it means to me that you saw me 💙

Eleora McConnell's avatar

This poem ✍️ is outstanding!! I’m blown away!! Thank you for sharing this. It would be a crime not too.

E.M. Holliday's avatar

The inability to remember which one is which of Jekyll and Hyde is a lifelong challenge you have finally solved for me. Thank you. This whole piece is very beautiful and true.

Sylvie Muir's avatar

Haha! So weird, never heard it mentioned so many times in one weekend before, thank you 💙

Burnt Eliot's avatar

"I could not keep calling it grace if it required me to disappear."

By our very nature we seem to be mere fragments of the whole. This imaginary fragmentation is our service to reality. https://substack.com/@burnteliot/note/c-163470761

Awaken The Legend Within's avatar

“Compassion is strength.” Great read with a truth we all need to hear.

Sylvie Muir's avatar

Thank you so much, I think it is but sometimes I've struggled to balance it with being overtaken 💙

Steve Wilson's avatar

The very next article I read contained these words and, coincidently, I wanted to share them...

"May the truth of who you are—

both the lies you believed were true

and the truths you wished were lies—

land softly...

Sylvie Muir's avatar

And what an incredible coincidence. Thank you so much for sharing it with me. Definitely words to live by.

Sunshine's avatar

The way you describe the quiet, private work of untangling old patterns feels both gentle and true. There’s a quiet strength in choosing compassion without letting it consume you. Thank you for sharing this honest, steady reckoning.

Sylvie Muir's avatar

Thank you so much Sunshine so many lessons at the moment. I think it's about being strong while still retaining gentleness. 💙

Sunshine's avatar
3dEdited

That feels real and true. 💙

Steve Wilson's avatar

"I can be compassionate without being consumed. I can visit the lonely. I can make the tea. I can love what needs loving.

But I do not have to feed the loop with my own aliveness anymore.

The last elegant loop has been untangled."

So much has been made of what the ouroboros surrounds but is silent on what surrounds it. But the tail of the G-clef seems to offer hope...

Sylvie Muir's avatar

Music always seems to guide me home. I am often singing away when I walk and it always gives me hope.

Christopher Van Name's avatar

Compassion. It is our job. We all have a little Hyde in us. But most of us let him loose on ourselves. The world’s a better place for what you do.

Sylvie Muir's avatar

That is a poignant reflection, I guess one of the most important jobs is an inside one. And thank you that means so much to me. 💙

Nick Hills's avatar

Some things cost us very little compared to how important they are for others. Wonderful piece!

Sylvie Muir's avatar

Exactly! Thank you for reading 💙

Sylvie Muir's avatar

Thank you, for the link, I will hold on to each and every fragment 💙